I don't like to play the pitty card, but it's necessary for this painting. In the early months of getting clean, I had so much time on my hands. I didn't know what to do with myself and I began to paint. This is one of the earliest paintings and a National award winner. In early sobriety, you get what you put into it.  Part of that is "Taking Inventory". A business fails without taking inventory of what they need and what they do not. I've shown a light on the darkest parts of myself and wrote it all down. I know all the things that need to be gotten rid of.